“Concerned” is probably the worst word to hear. I’m concerned. We’re concerned. He/she/it is concerned. No matter how it’s conjugated, it’s always just as stressful. I wish people didn’t feel the need to voice their worries about me. Is it supposed to comfort me? Because it doesn’t. It makes things worse. I wish people could just let me be sometimes. I wish no one would give me a second thought. It’d be a whole lot easier.
when people seriously compliment me
it’s like
wow are you being
for real
like
god bless you and your family
and I hope all your dreams come true
amen
(Source: instant-amnesia, via satinet)
I need to buy better blades. Ones that can actually cut deep. I don’t plan on cutting deep over any main veins or anything, so people shouldn’t worry that I’m going to kill myself or whatever, but like, I want to cut deep(er).
Is that too much to ask?
| Plot Twist: | I actually get a good nights sleep and then have a great day at school the next day and make alot of new friends and eventually develop a relationship with someone and don't completely hate my life and delete this stupid blog that's getting me nowhere in life. |
